Monday, August 16, 2004

halfway between the dumpster and God.

expect.

then don't expect.

and just one day
you'll be surprised.

thats why I hate life.
life never ceases to surprise me.

If i expect something, it doesn't happen. When I already lost hope, there is that thing. This wanting, losing and surprising makes my head hurt, at the same time, a warm tingling sensation comes to mind.

Maybe I should stop expecting. That always works. I always say that Im a pessimist. Im still am. In the end, what Im so pessimistic about, the opposite happens.

He does. He don't. He won't. Never.

Waah!

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