It’s a very slow Monday afternoon here at the school’s PC lab. (You could tell it’s boring because I’m writing.) Pretty much after a year of being delayed in graduating, I have become bored at school. Maybe its because I have lesser things to do, with all the free time I have in my hands, I just stare blankly at the PC monitor and reflect on what can happen in the near future.
Speaking of the future, I’ve got two freaking months to go before I embark to a new journey to the unknown- the real life. Everyone has it, the fear of trying new stuff. But most of the time, I’m always brave enough to try something new even though deep inside my heart pounds like crazy. Maybe it’s not the fear of doing, but the fear of losing. Moving out to the real world in a sense loses a person’s comfort zone. I’m so accustomed to the four walls of the school that high rise corporate buildings scare me. Not only that but this capitalist structure also has its own “culture” that each newbie but adapt to. I hate adapting, that is why it took four years of my entire life adapting in the Ateneo only to find out that the show is already over. And now, here I am again, lost in the madness of my ending/starting career.
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